Saturday, March 28, 2009


Im shocked. mad.. disappointed in myself... the listed goes on and on....
Feb sweethearts brings Nov stuffed turkey's right? WHAT THE HELL!

Thursday, March 26, 2009

My Crazy life....

Wow it has been a while since I last blogged. For many reasons I just don't have a second to myself anymore. The twins are 9 months old and growing up so fast.
I am still SUPER FAT and GROSS and have super low self esteem. Lets see... I painted my walls... Fall Harvest. Which is ORANGE and got some stripped choc. brown curtains.
Im still broke all the time. I think that about covers it.


Glad I could update my blog while switching over my mountain of laundry.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Life is good and I am blessed...

We all have our moments of weakness. OF COURSE, right? I just had a whole bunch in the past say...6 months. But I want everyone to know LIFE IS GOOD and I am blessed.
My twins are now 7 months old and a complete joy each and every day. Besides the fact they POOP a lot. Im totally excited about each day I get to spend with them.
My oldest turned 17 this month. seems like just yesterday I was having her. Life will fly by if you let it. With her it was at the speed of light.
Work has been steady busy ...which keeps me on my toes. I like that in many ways.
It makes me feel like more of a person than just a mother or a wife.
Tristan has had his ups and downs with emotions lately. He reminds me a lot of myself. Except that he is SHY and I am not. All other things seem to be a direct reflection of me as a child. I know his struggles. Brian and I don't get to spend much time together. But when we do I find it amazing ...wonderful...loving and a tiny bit nerve wrenching when we fight about the little things.
I think its important to learn how to speak to each other. Not only to our husbands and wives but also our children. I am going to work on that.
My 2009 is a Blessing I was never prepared for. I can't wait to find out what else will happen each and every day. ( side note... A BIG SORRY TO GEICO for forgetting to pay the car insurance, I have been really busy and totally forgot)

Twinmama ~ You inspire me in so many ways. I follow your blog and you give me a shining light of hope and happiness. Bet you didn't know that. Any how.. I got a Double jogging stroller.
Im going to use it and think of you taking off and running. I can only walk now.. but I set a goal of running with it very soon. THANKS~!

Becki~ You push me when i am down... PUSH ME BACK UP! I never feel like I could ever fail with you behind me. Finding you on a May moms group almost 9 yrs ago was a GOD SEND! I love you. You are a everyday part of my life and I hope we will ALWAYS be the best of Friends.
When I think ... I JUST CAN NOT DO IT. You never let me fall ... I am never alone in my struggles. THANK YOU for all your words of encouragement.

I feel really good and positive. My life is GOOD!

Each day I am loved by many... to me that is success! I am right where I belong.

Thursday, January 01, 2009

I am so sad... :O(

I am so sad, I can not quit crying...
I really can't talk about it. Maybe on another post.
I just feel like things are not good at the Silvers house hold.
Not good at all. Reality checks ..suck!

Happy new year to me right?
How could I expect any less.