Look what I did Becki!

Turn the channel

Do you ever notice when women find out they are preggo they start watching all the baby birthing shows on TV. A baby story, or one of those shows on discovery health. Heck they are on all day long. But for real folks, how many times are you going to watch a women give birth? Sooner or later its going to hit you... Man that looks like it hurts. She looks like she is in a lot of pain. OH man they broke out the vacuum to get that baby out. YEP save yourself the panic and STOP WATCHING other women suffer. Plus even with the blurry mark over her MUFF, you still didn't need to see all that from a stranger. YUCK!
Its just way too emotional...TURN THE CHANNEL

Random thought: How do you know your in front of the TV way too much?
... you look at the clock and see that it is 11am and first thought in your head is.. "PRICES RIGHT is ON"

TURN THE TV OFF PEOPLE..... ITS BORING!!!

( EXCEPT WHIPEOUT! That show is too funny)



Okay I say that now and I just thought...the new road rules, real world challenge comes on tonight on MTV. See TV is poison. hahhahaha

from my good friend Becki in OHIO..... Quote for the day. TOO FUNNY!!!

Quote for the day: "Whatever you give a woman, she's going to multiply. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby.If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal.If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So - if you give her any crap, you will receive a ton of shit."

Do you know you look like a DORK???

I was sitting at work tonight and thought to myself as I listen to a Sugarland song....Does he know he looks like a dork? I am referring to Kristian Bush. Since the 3rd band member left he just sticks out like a complete dork. Here Jennifer Nettles sings her heart out and sounds great while he stands to the side and rocks his head up and down and plays the guitar. DORK DORK DORK! I love SUGARLAND, but come on .... your just in the back up band Kristian. Seriously.... Jennifer leads the pack and your nothing. You barely ever do back up vocals. The band just seems very unbalanced since the departure of Kristen Hall. Bring back the big girl!!!

...JUST one more...BUT JUST ONE!

I remember not wanting more kids. I thought to myself....." people who have big families are CRAZY!!!" My husband comes from a family of 6. He has 1 sister and 2 brothers. Since the day I met him, I knew he wanted a big family. But NOT ME!!!! I grew up with one sister BETH and she was adopted when I was 10 yrs old. It was great having a sister, but I soon realized, the more people in the family the less you get a Christmas. hahhaha
In the beginning of our marriage I really did want a son. I had never had a brother and thought how nice it would be to raise a little boy. So after 2 yrs with my husband we tried and right off we had a little boy. Soon after he was born my husband would say... " I WANT MORE KIDS" ummm lets talk about it in 5 yrs. My thought process was not to have 2 in daycare. But soon those 5 yrs flew by and he was asking...when would we have more kids. He loved being a dad and wanted to fill the house up with the pitter patter of little feet. BUT..... NOT ME!
Soon it became a huge problem in our relationship, me not wanting more kids ( why would I? I had a boy and a girl already) and Brian wanting to fill the house up.
So at the age of 33, I agreed ...JUST one more. JUST ONE!!! I thought if we had a girl together he would feel complete and I could turn my uterus OFF! But as God's hands would have it.. I became pregnant with TWINS! I remember the doctor telling me it was for sure twins and they had strong heartbeats. I about broke in to tears, as my husband exploded with joy. I thought OMG, 2 babies....I will pull my hair out. I had only agreed to ONE MORE. Call it the buy one get one free or 2 for one special.
My pregnancy was HARD...So hard that I cried almost every day and thought to myself. WHAT DID I DO???? But I just wanted to post today...as I watch my babies grow and grow up fast. That I love them more now than ever. Even with out sleep at night...even with out clean clothes ( because I always have some sort of spit up on my shirt) ...even if I can't seem to keep the house in order. I love them with all my heart and soul. I want to almost cry at how fast they have grown up in the past 3 months. I make sure to fill my days up with TONS OF SWEET KISSES. Lots of little fingers grabbing mine so tight. Petting their sweet soft skin a zillion times in hopes that I don't forget how it feels. I light up at the sight of them smiling back at me all threw my day. Who could ever be sad or down when you have that face looking back at you with a great big grin plastered from ear to ear? I never in a million years thought I would say this... But I am going to miss them being babies. Time goes by way to fast and they are just way too sweet.
I wondered why GOD gave me these great big hips later in life... it was to carry the load of 2 sweet babies. Okay.... now give me my hot body back, GOD! HAHHAHAH


So when the world is quiet and the day is slow... I want you to know, deep down inside...no matter how much I never wanted it.... I AM THANKFUL and BLESSED!

Now for the shocker... MY HUSBAND WANTS MORE KIDS...
Oh he is so SOL... for real its not going to happen and I mean it this time. 2 boys, 2 girls and a body gone to hell in hand basket. IM DONE! Im going to leave it all for his next wife to fill his house with kids. He can make sure to take his 3 with him when he leaves.


So Christy, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Im not having anymore. But I do enjoy the ones I do have. Besides Shelby's back talk and rolling of the eyes, Tristan's nagging " can I ?" NOOOO " well can I now?" ughhh and most of all MY GOD PEOPLE I HAVE TWINS>>> thats not double the work thats 10 million times the work. Plus Kagan and Kaibre will grow up to be Shelby and Tristan!

SO when people say " are these your first" My my noooooooooooooo But they are my LAST"

I would not be sad at all if I won the lottery and could get a nanny. hahhaha

Another Random thought....

So I have had a really bad day. I think my after the twins meds just stopped working. My nerves are just tore up by the middle of the afternoon. I just don't feel like myself and more important I don't feel like I could take one more second of certain things.

Back to my random thought...

I love my job. I do it and go home. I mean I would love to be a forensic pathologist. But for many reasons I didn't get to go to school for that. Sooo No dead bodies for me to pick apart.

You know what I was thinking...

No matter how bad your day at work might be... Someone out there is cleaning toliets at a rest stop. NOW that would SUCK to know you were going to work to clean a toliet that many many butts have been sitting on all day. YUCK>

There are many special jobs out there.

People that work at old folks homes...( someone has to wipe old people butt)

People that work on cleaning up dead animals off roadways.( the odor or the bugs ughhh)

People that give pedicures... ( some people have nasty feet )

Prison guards ( never safe and who wants to see that... NOT ME)

My list could go on and on... but right now...I am thinking that has to be the worst job I can think of.